Sometimes.......

ife is too confusing... just last week the Rheumatologist said 'I don't think you have Scleroderma...blah blah blah...” and drew some labs.
Today I get the test results this is all it says “ANA (antinuclear antibody) Positive Screen Other Test: Scleroderma antibody is still positive (3.3){ which is more than it was before} Comments I believe some type of autoimmune disease may be evolving---It is not “differentiated” so that we could be specific-- Connective Tissue Disease”

that's it—-that's all it says-- Nada-- nil--- now my question is “ what the heck does that mean exactaly”

I am soooo black and white-- need to know a answer---i can not deal with the not knowing what is wrong with me.........I don't know whether to be happy or sad or mad or what the heck

so it looks like I am right back to where I was. And I was just getting back to a hopeful me....sigh

and to think this was to be a happy blog and a place to show you my creativity—turns out it has been anything but...........