11.18.09 Wednesday

Tying to get caught up on my poor abandoned blog. I'm home from work with tummy troubles today, but am feeling some better now.
The fall depression has hit hard and I cant wait until Dec. 23 gets here and the days get infinitesimally longer each day. I love early fall-- when the days are colorful and crisp----but this time of year...well not so much.
I admit I am having a hard time---a really hard time with the holiday coming up. I think I will just cancel Christmas this year... no Tree....no extra cooking.... no celebration.. no ....no....no